ramadaning

i had iftar by myself on the first day ... a big plate of macaroni and some yoghurt salad ... i went to work the next day ... man there is so much traffic in the morning ... and at night too ... the only time there is no traffic is when i'm going home from work and also around iftar time obviously ... had iftar with my brother that day ... i let him pick the restaurant ... he wanted to go to a seafood place i took him to last time he was here ... it was very disappointing ... their food is good but the service was terrible ... plus they redecorated and the new theme is really tacky ... i took him to the rajhi mosque for taraweeh ... that's a big mosque here in riyadh ... i always pass it on the way to work but i had never been there ... so i told him let's go there and check it out ... the guy took way too long ... way way too long ... the next day he was busy so i had iftar at my friend's house instead ... i'm going to invite him to a restaurant for iftar ... maybe tomorrow ... had iftar with my brother again today ... at crepaway ... he left today ... he may or may not come back next week ... batman arkham asylum is out on ps3 and the reviews say it is frickin awesome ... i passed by the store but he told me he doesn't have it yet ... tomorrow or after tomorrow he says ... we passed by a pet store that's right next to the store that sells the games ... just to look ... they had a lot of cool pets like iguanas and chameleons and cats and so on ... but i just loved the dogs ... man i want a dog so bad ... current living conditions don't allow it ... i need a house and a yard ... but i would love to get a puppy and raise him ... felt so bad for the dogs inside the store ... they must be so depressed ... i would free them if i could ... work is boring ... so boring ... as it always is during ramadan ... i'm always leaving early ... on the first day i left two hours early ... but the past two days i left half an hour early ... i need to get an oil change ... also need to get the car washed ... they give me a free wash when i get an oil change so i'll do them together ... but i digress ... sorry to say i'm not feeling the spirituality yet ... i'm going through the motions ... fasting ... only listening to quran in the car ... trying to pray ... and what not ... but something is lacking ... on the other hand i'm keeping my word of not watching bab el hara ... also my sleeping hours are completely messed up ...