you're not sad ... and you're pretty sure you're not depressed ...
but at the same time ... you're not exactly giddy with joy either ...
so what is it you're feeling ... you wish you knew ...
is it anger ... resentment ... bitterness ...
maybe ... that might explain the recurring "smashing everything in sight with a baseball bat" daydream ...
but no ... it's not that either ...
maybe it's some strange blend of all those feelings into one ... an emotional amalgam so to speak ...
kind of like that song ... مجموعة إنسان ...
or maybe it's indifference ...
ahhh ... who cares ...
see what i did there ...
2 comments:
It felt familiar yet somewhat distant when I read this yesterday.
Today, reading it again, I have to say; I relate.
=)/=(/=O/=|
i think i figured out what it is .. its called feeling messed up o_0
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