Mumblings

it's been what .. six months since i last saw you .. for four years we were inseparable .. and then just like that .. clean break .. we each went our own way .. never thinking we would see each other again .. at least not in these circumstances .. i had almost forgotten about you .. forgotten you were ever a part of my life .. yet here we are .. destined to meet again in a few days .. part of me is excited .. part of me is afraid .. part of me wants to see you again .. part of me doesn't .. we'll see one another .. have a little fun .. and then say goodbye again .. not knowing if and when we will meet again.