mumblings

at first .. you never believed it could happen to you .. but then it did ..
and when it did .. you still couldn't believe it was happening to you ..

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do you ever look back at your life .. then look at where you are now ..
and say to yourself .. all that for this?

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sometimes a song will bring you to tears ..
it's not a sad song or a depressing song ..
it just reminds you of someone ..
or of a time when things were less complicated ..

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it's not your fault .. or mine ..
in an ideal world we would still be together ..
but we don't live in an ideal world ..
i guess what i'm trying to say is ..
it's the world's fault ..

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nobody suspected anything was wrong ..
on the contrary .. they thought everything was perfect ..
not him ..
but he kept it to himself ..
never told anyone .. they wouldn't understand anyway ..
he just pretended that everything was indeed perfect ..
then when it all came crashing down ..
he did not tell them that he had known all along ..
instead he stayed silent ..
watching them as they walked away ..
while he remained behind .. all alone ..
to pick up the pieces ..

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